||[Feb. 14th, 2005|02:51 am]
The Would Be Conspiracy Protection Program
|||||bjork - pagan poetry / tool - the patient||]|
my younger sister gave birth a few weeks ago.. jaden skye.
an amazing beautiful boy. i am in awe...
all he does is sleep, eat, poop, yawn, and stretch.
i am afraid to even carry him.
life is crazy.
someone close to me and who i care deeply about found out her dad MIGHT have cancer..
i am being optimistic and hoping it's a false alarm.
my <3 goes out to HER and HER family.
i've been through this...
it's the hardest shit you'll have to deal with...
but it is life..
so you deal with it. it's NOT easy.
friends & relatives will get you through it.. whatever the outcome is..
life is fucked up.. period.
but it's the real moments that count.
be grateful for what you have now.