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life...happy vday. [Feb. 14th, 2005|02:51 am]
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[mood |on pause.]
[music |bjork - pagan poetry / tool - the patient]

up:
my younger sister gave birth a few weeks ago.. jaden skye.
an amazing beautiful boy. i am in awe...
all he does is sleep, eat, poop, yawn, and stretch.
i am afraid to even carry him.
life is crazy.


down:
someone close to me and who i care deeply about found out her dad MIGHT have cancer..
i am being optimistic and hoping it's a false alarm.
my <3 goes out to HER and HER family.
i've been through this...
it's the hardest shit you'll have to deal with...
but it is life..
so you deal with it. it's NOT easy.
friends & relatives will get you through it.. whatever the outcome is..



life is fucked up.. period.
but it's the real moments that count.
be grateful for what you have now.
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.... [Jan. 4th, 2005|01:42 am]
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...word!
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woo. [Aug. 14th, 2004|01:57 pm]
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being single is great that's all i have for now.

:p
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fook yu. [Jun. 18th, 2004|03:50 pm]
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[music |cardigans - erase and rewind / american football - track???]

time for a big change to happen... QUICK!
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random:~> ∞§¶•ªº–¡™£“´ø®˚∂˜∫√ç≥÷÷“ [Jun. 11th, 2004|05:06 pm]
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[mood |anxious]
[music |reggie - the two blings / return of the bling]

driving down to Irvine later tonight/morning...
whatever... glad i have keys to a buncha of peoples houses... :)
need to get my laundry done and out of the way.
i'm planning to take a week off as soon as i get $$$..
vegas? mexico? florida? sf?
i wanna go to the vans warped tour.
even lollapalooza...just because sonic youth is playing...
it's 5....and this last hour is going by fuckn' sllloooooowwwwww...
my sister bought a house...she's 19! fuck. good for her.
doo di doo...
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vent..... [May. 31st, 2004|06:09 pm]
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.... i haven't wrote in this thing for ages.
blah...
i feel all alone & i really don't want to go to work tomorrow... i miss my family... this feeling sucks.
i'm going to take a walk...
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(no subject) [May. 12th, 2004|07:36 pm]
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i think L.A. is driving me nuts.
sorry people.
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(no subject) [Apr. 28th, 2004|09:13 pm]
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i see no difference between
the shallow breeze and empty parks
rem·i·nisc·ing.s just an early phase

sell these patterns on to my grave
blissfull recollections all i need
to hold this stinger close to my arm
i would ask you.. but you'd leave here

late nights on the top tapestries
i've hung myself a thousand times
and believe or not i never
see your crime..

this isn't EVEN close to a disease
total loss is close to my eyes
and the battles i've loss
will haunt you someday
and the battles i've loss
will show me nothing
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(no subject) [Apr. 25th, 2004|07:12 pm]
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i hate being sick.
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trailer park jesus ... [Apr. 24th, 2004|01:06 pm]
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[mood |awake]
[music |311 - Love Song]

i haven't been on this thing forever..
got an ipod yesterday... woohoo!
not going to coachella...
practice today? where's our bass player?
sanders officially out of the airforce.. more fuckn' practice for us!
JUDY is HOT! i want to go with her to the Bahamas!
might... hopefully work for Universal soon... i know i'm totally going to jinx myself.
head automatica show may 14 or 15?!
it's hot.
i need some water.
i was just thinking of my friend tracey.. what up trace!
i finally have some time to relax.
work has been good..
met with some highschool friends yesterday.
blah ..blah..
later.
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